HIMangel sees the light in darkness

hello everybody

lots of you people asked me hoe im doing so i put it im my journal so you all can read it and so i dont have to send tons of messages. well as some of you know i dont live at my boyfriends anymmore we were fighting so much that i moved in with my grandmother. my aunts house isnt ready yet so i cant live there. i didnt break up with him but im thinking about it. he is saying very awful things to me things i dont wanna here from my boyfriend. and my best friend left me becausee i have to many problems. i hate her for that for 5 years ive been standing by here side, i supported her in everything she did even if i didnt agree with it and when something went wrong i helped her out of shit and what do i get back nothing more or less but shit. and another friend is ignoring me and all the others left me bacuse of my boyfriend because hes 12 years older than me. i feel like im losing everyone. i should have get medicin for my mentall shit but my doctor still didnt call me about it im waiting for a month and i'm just getting sick everything. but well i am happy that there are some people here who care about me and where i can talk with. love, hugs and strength Chiara