Himangel's Journals

how im doing

hello everybody

lots of you people asked me hoe im doing so i put it im my journal so you all can read it and so i dont have to send tons of messages. well as some of you know i dont live at my boyfriends anymmore we were fighting so much that i moved in with my grandmother. my aunts house isnt ready yet so i cant live there. i didnt break up with him but im thinking about it. he is saying very awful things to me things i dont wanna here from my boyfriend. and my best friend left me becausee i have to many problems. i hate her for that for 5 years ive been standing by here side, i supported her in everything she did even if i didnt agree with it and when something went wrong i helped her out of shit and what do i get back nothing more or less but shit. and another friend is ignoring me and all the others left me bacuse of my boyfriend because hes 12 years older than me. i feel like im losing everyone. i should have get medicin for my mentall shit but my doctor still didnt call me about it im waiting for a month and i'm just getting sick everything. but well i am happy that there are some people here who care about me and where i can talk with. love, hugs and strength Chiara

canada

hello everybody

as some of you all know my mother was planning to move to canada with her boyfriend and her duaghters. well as some of you know i didnt wanna go so i ran away from home and moved in with my boyfriend. i wrote a letter to my mother and after a few days i called her and she wants to keep contact thank god. i was afraid she would hate me but she doesnt. i dont have a computer at my boyfriends so i cant be online that much. it's all very diffigult cause i cant go to school because i appear to be mentaly ill. ( i dont hope that scares you) i have to work now and me and my boyfriend are fighting allot and i'm not sure anymore if i made the right discission. maybe i should have stay at home and go to canada. i hope you al can understand. and if you have any advice i would like to hear it.

thank you all

love you with hugs and kisses

HIMangel

Roterrdam

i went to rotterdam with my school and it was so funny me and my frienda had some good fun here are a few pics of Rotterdam

the words on that board mean: temporary execution sales

whahahaha that was so funny

me and my friends i'm the one whos smoking ;) (the totally black one)

yeah horns up :)

me being sweet

me and marjolein hugging a plastic guy, are we desperate or what??

me and a very good friend Rebecca, yes i know we look totally diferrent.

me just being sexy at the phonebooth ;)

the word on that cafe means: Virgin of Holland YEAH RIGHT ;D

Dorien having fun with a plastic cow alright thats more desperate than a plastic man isnt it??

welll these were all the fun pics let me know what you think of em bye bye love ya